Best of Rachel on Recovery Christmas 2022

December 22, 2022 00:34:21
Best of Rachel on Recovery Christmas 2022
Rachel on Recovery
Best of Rachel on Recovery Christmas 2022

Dec 22 2022 | 00:34:21

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Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas we doing a rerun with Dr. Anna Salter

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WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.280 --> 00:00:04.480 Hi, this is Rachel and Recovery. We've got a special guest with us, 2 00:00:05.240 --> 00:00:07.919 dr Anna Psalter, and she's going to tell us a little bit about 3 00:00:07.960 --> 00:00:12.359 herself and then we're gonna ask her some questions. This is Annasalter. I 4 00:00:12.400 --> 00:00:21.199 am a psychologist and author. I've written three academic books and and five mysteries. 5 00:00:22.640 --> 00:00:26.480 I also do a lot of training and I've been working in the field 6 00:00:26.760 --> 00:00:36.320 of sexual abuse for close to forty years. Now. Okay, uh, 7 00:00:36.759 --> 00:00:39.600 dr Anna is going to answer some of these questions that are written up for 8 00:00:39.640 --> 00:00:44.320 her, and she's going to do her best to answer them. Um, 9 00:00:44.359 --> 00:00:48.479 okay, first question, z Z, how did you get into this work? 10 00:00:49.359 --> 00:00:52.520 Well, the odd thing is that when I was in graduate school in 11 00:00:52.560 --> 00:01:00.799 the seventies, I didn't have any courses and sexual abuse. Really everybody thought 12 00:01:00.799 --> 00:01:04.519 it wasn't a problem. Back then, I was told that incest was one 13 00:01:04.560 --> 00:01:08.560 in a million. I never even had a lecture in child sexual abuse or 14 00:01:08.560 --> 00:01:12.640 adult sexual assault. Then when I got out of school, I went to 15 00:01:12.680 --> 00:01:19.040 work at a community mental health center. It seemed to me that every second 16 00:01:19.120 --> 00:01:26.159 child was sexually abused, physically abused, neglected, or emotionally abused. And 17 00:01:26.319 --> 00:01:32.040 I realized I didn't have the skills I needed, so I started trying to 18 00:01:32.120 --> 00:01:37.359 adapt the skills that I had in working with children with other kinds of problems 19 00:01:37.359 --> 00:01:42.920 and adults, and that worked pretty well until the course started sending sex offenders. 20 00:01:42.120 --> 00:01:49.680 And I really knew, I believe from the beginning at insight oriented therapy 21 00:01:51.040 --> 00:01:57.159 was not the right approach for sex offenders. So I got a small grant 22 00:01:57.319 --> 00:02:01.599 from the State of Vermont. I ran around the country looking at programs that 23 00:02:01.640 --> 00:02:07.359 had been treating sex offenders. Found one in Seattle, Washington that I thought 24 00:02:07.480 --> 00:02:14.199 very well of used polyglove graph and plethysmograph, did not use insight or in 25 00:02:14.280 --> 00:02:19.599 the therapy. I started writing up my report and it just kept getting bigger 26 00:02:19.599 --> 00:02:24.759 and bigger, and it ended up my first book, Treating Child sex Offenders 27 00:02:25.560 --> 00:02:31.120 and Victims of Practical Guide. After that, I was kind of stuck, 28 00:02:31.159 --> 00:02:37.800 as it were, because there were so few books at the time that the 29 00:02:37.840 --> 00:02:43.240 book kind of went everywhere, and I ended up training and Europe and in 30 00:02:43.719 --> 00:02:54.199 Australia and New Zealand a bunch of other places on sex offenders. Um, 31 00:02:54.319 --> 00:02:59.439 can you give us a little bit of history of the psychology and sexual abuse? 32 00:03:00.240 --> 00:03:04.319 Well, when I wrote my first book, I looked back to see 33 00:03:04.319 --> 00:03:09.639 what since psychology had made of of sexual abuse. And we all know that 34 00:03:10.520 --> 00:03:15.400 Freud got it right the first time. His women, his patients, women 35 00:03:15.439 --> 00:03:21.439 patients reported high levels of sexual abuse, and he gave a talk on it 36 00:03:21.599 --> 00:03:28.000 and did not get The talk was not well received, and he went back 37 00:03:28.039 --> 00:03:31.000 and decided that women had made it up. These are all edible fantasies. 38 00:03:31.840 --> 00:03:38.159 So that story is so widely no and I didn't really go into that in 39 00:03:38.199 --> 00:03:44.120 the book. But what I discovered that really surprised me was in this country 40 00:03:44.159 --> 00:03:50.879 in the last century and a half, sexual abuse has largely been blamed on 41 00:03:50.919 --> 00:03:57.520 the victims. Women were considered hysterical, they brought it on themselves. I 42 00:03:57.560 --> 00:04:02.879 was described as a form of child acting out. Uh, the offenders were 43 00:04:02.919 --> 00:04:11.360 portrayed as the victims, and the children were portrayed as offenders. I've never 44 00:04:11.439 --> 00:04:15.399 really been able to make sense of that. I've seen it over and over, 45 00:04:15.560 --> 00:04:19.680 I documented, I read paper after paper which took that point of view, 46 00:04:20.720 --> 00:04:25.319 But I can't tell you that I understand it. I never have. 47 00:04:25.519 --> 00:04:33.600 It seems so ridiculous to me, But it's only really been in the beginning, 48 00:04:33.639 --> 00:04:41.360 in the late seventies and eighties that victims were treated in any sense as 49 00:04:41.439 --> 00:04:46.040 victims. And even today, victims are frequently attacked as having made up the 50 00:04:46.160 --> 00:04:53.839 story to get back at someone, or having the story implanted, or they're 51 00:04:53.879 --> 00:04:57.839 simply confused, or they have bad memories, on and on, the attacks 52 00:04:57.839 --> 00:05:03.600 still go on. I mean that's a huge issue in our country today. 53 00:05:04.920 --> 00:05:13.040 Um, what do you find the most surprising in your work with predators? 54 00:05:15.439 --> 00:05:20.800 Well, with all kinds of violence offenders, The thing that's so surprising to 55 00:05:20.839 --> 00:05:30.279 me is they are not the masterminds people think they are. Uh. Sex 56 00:05:30.480 --> 00:05:35.000 offenders come into varieties. There are other tap roots, but they're two big 57 00:05:35.040 --> 00:05:41.720 ones. And one tap root is these are people who are just sexually attracted 58 00:05:41.720 --> 00:05:46.079 to children. Uh. They didn't choose it, they discovered it. We 59 00:05:46.160 --> 00:05:54.079 think now it's a sexual orientation. Uh that those groups, that group can 60 00:05:54.120 --> 00:05:59.600 be very successful in their lives. That can be college presidents or Nobel Price 61 00:05:59.680 --> 00:06:04.600 winners or Olympic coaches, on and a. And they just what's wrong is 62 00:06:04.639 --> 00:06:09.920 they're sexually attracted to kids. They've got what I call a divot motor. 63 00:06:11.240 --> 00:06:16.279 Ah. The other group are those who are antisocial and they just don't care 64 00:06:16.480 --> 00:06:24.040 they'll use anybody they other people are objects to them. Some of them will 65 00:06:24.480 --> 00:06:30.560 rape adults and and molesque kids. So I spent a lot of years looking 66 00:06:30.600 --> 00:06:39.160 at articles that had fifty seven circles and ovals about the origins of child sexual 67 00:06:39.160 --> 00:06:44.079 abuse. Came to the conclusion it's really very simple. It's like a car. 68 00:06:44.600 --> 00:06:47.680 There's a motor in a car. There's a motor in their brakes. 69 00:06:48.240 --> 00:06:54.680 With sex offenders, with those who are sexually attracted to kids, there's a 70 00:06:55.480 --> 00:07:00.600 problem. Is the motor part of the problem. Now, of course, 71 00:07:00.759 --> 00:07:05.240 you can have a normal arousal pattern and still attack a kid for other reasons. 72 00:07:06.439 --> 00:07:10.879 So some of them don't have a deviant motor, but all of them 73 00:07:10.920 --> 00:07:15.279 have a failure of brakes. What keeps the rest of us from acting out 74 00:07:15.399 --> 00:07:23.959 sexually and inappropriate ways is fear of consequences, common sense or moral code empathy. 75 00:07:24.480 --> 00:07:28.720 Un you may think the sixteen year old babysitter is gorgeous, it doesn't 76 00:07:28.720 --> 00:07:31.360 mean you're going to attack her on the way home. You may think you 77 00:07:31.399 --> 00:07:35.399 may be attracted to your wife's sister. It doesn't mean that you're going to 78 00:07:35.519 --> 00:07:42.680 rape her or even come on to her. We have control cognitive controls, 79 00:07:43.240 --> 00:07:47.600 say to us, I don't think so, not a good idea. Uh, 80 00:07:47.639 --> 00:07:54.600 these guys have a defect in the controls the brakes, and some of 81 00:07:54.639 --> 00:07:59.720 them also have a defect in the motor. So the most surprising thing for 82 00:07:59.800 --> 00:08:07.199 me is it's a lot simpler than I think most people think. Um when 83 00:08:07.240 --> 00:08:11.720 dealing with a domino case such as a three year old being sexually abused by 84 00:08:11.720 --> 00:08:13.839 a five year old, or a five year old being sexually abused by a 85 00:08:15.079 --> 00:08:18.120 nine year old, and a nine year old being sexually used by a thirteen 86 00:08:18.199 --> 00:08:20.879 year old and a thirteen year old being sexually abused as an adult, what 87 00:08:20.959 --> 00:08:26.279 do you what's going on in this situation? All are victims. But when 88 00:08:26.319 --> 00:08:33.360 do the age of accountability or emotional capability on victims become responsible for their own 89 00:08:33.360 --> 00:08:43.600 actions by adolescence these age groups. First of all, this happens lesson people 90 00:08:43.720 --> 00:08:50.360 think. When we use polygraph backup the majority of adult sex offenders we're not 91 00:08:50.039 --> 00:08:56.159 do not say that they're abused as children. When you don't use a polygraph 92 00:08:56.240 --> 00:09:01.120 and you just ask them, two thirds of them say that they were sexually 93 00:09:01.159 --> 00:09:07.039 abused as kids and blame they're abusing other people on their own molestation. So 94 00:09:07.320 --> 00:09:15.399 you have to remember that sex offenders are not always transparent. But when little 95 00:09:15.480 --> 00:09:22.279 kids act out sexually, they it's and they were sexually abused by someone or 96 00:09:22.399 --> 00:09:30.320 prematurely sexualized by another kid in some way. They're usually Uh, it's like 97 00:09:30.440 --> 00:09:37.480 a form of post traumatic stress remembering, except we have memories and kids engage 98 00:09:37.519 --> 00:09:43.720 in play. Now. Of course, I'm distinguishing between abuse and sex play 99 00:09:43.840 --> 00:09:50.960 between children. When two kids of the same age get involved in exploratory sex 100 00:09:50.000 --> 00:09:56.080 play, there may be no abuse involved at all. Uh. You can 101 00:09:56.120 --> 00:10:01.120 tell the difference by whether one kid is significantly older, one kid is manipulating 102 00:10:03.120 --> 00:10:07.600 into the sad agree kind of thing, or is that well, show me 103 00:10:07.639 --> 00:10:13.639 yours and I'll show you mine. Is children exploring their bodies and each other's 104 00:10:13.679 --> 00:10:20.399 bodies. Oral sex is a much more adult form of sexuality, but the 105 00:10:20.519 --> 00:10:28.320 kids who act out sexually are, with some exceptions, uh, generally recreative. 106 00:10:28.559 --> 00:10:33.240 If it's not normal sex play, if it's oral sex, if it's 107 00:10:33.240 --> 00:10:39.120 penetration, and so forth. They're usually recreating something and it is a process 108 00:10:39.240 --> 00:10:48.720 of reliving it. But adolescents are older and they have the capacity for cognitive 109 00:10:48.759 --> 00:10:54.120 breaks. Little kids also don't know that there's anything wrong with the behavior typically, 110 00:10:54.600 --> 00:11:01.080 and adolescents do so in spite of that. With adolescents act out sexually, 111 00:11:01.799 --> 00:11:09.000 it is uh, it's more serious, and I would always put an 112 00:11:09.039 --> 00:11:16.600 adolescent in treatment who had either use force with appear or acted out sexually with 113 00:11:16.759 --> 00:11:22.840 a younger child. Nonetheless, most adolescents, a vast majority who act out 114 00:11:22.840 --> 00:11:30.519 sexually as teenagers did not do so as adults. There is a big bulb 115 00:11:30.919 --> 00:11:35.559 of all kinds of crime and adolescent sexual crime, violent crime, property crime, 116 00:11:37.399 --> 00:11:43.799 and the vast majority of that crime disappears when they transition to adulthood. 117 00:11:43.240 --> 00:11:50.000 Adults sex offenders are a whole different thing that definitely need treatment and in many 118 00:11:50.000 --> 00:11:58.320 cases confinement. Okay, do you think if caught early enough in adolescents that 119 00:11:58.360 --> 00:12:01.799 can make a difference for some predators? Oh? Absolutely, I would definitely 120 00:12:03.399 --> 00:12:09.639 recommend treatment at the earliest stage possible. I think we are much more hopeful 121 00:12:09.720 --> 00:12:16.919 about our about adolescent offenders. But one of the reasons is that the comparatively 122 00:12:18.039 --> 00:12:24.120 speaking, there are a few fewer adolescents who act out because they are generically 123 00:12:24.159 --> 00:12:30.440 attracted to kids, and more of them act out because they are juvenile. 124 00:12:30.480 --> 00:12:35.480 Delinquents and they're engaging in other kinds of crime as well, and that tends 125 00:12:35.559 --> 00:12:41.720 to resolve as they for the majority of them, as they reach adulthood. 126 00:12:41.840 --> 00:12:48.960 So the sexual crime when it's it's easier to treat when it's not based on 127 00:12:48.000 --> 00:12:56.600 a deviat preference for children. Um, what do you think of the story 128 00:12:56.639 --> 00:13:01.440 of Lot and his daughters and the way that was written start the history of 129 00:13:01.559 --> 00:13:07.879 victim blaming? Well, I think it's definitely victim blamed. The victims are 130 00:13:07.919 --> 00:13:13.759 blamed for getting their father drunk and having sex with him. However, uh, 131 00:13:13.799 --> 00:13:18.200 I have no idea if it's the first episode. I have a cynical 132 00:13:18.279 --> 00:13:24.600 suspicion that somewhere in a cave wall there's a depiction of sexual assault in which 133 00:13:24.679 --> 00:13:28.200 the child is the aggressor. It seems to be a very old form of 134 00:13:28.279 --> 00:13:33.960 misogyny. So I don't know that it's the first instance, but it's definitely 135 00:13:35.000 --> 00:13:43.759 an instance. Okay, Um, how does situation of cult or incest situation 136 00:13:45.039 --> 00:13:48.960 differ from sexual abuse from a teacher or someone outside of the family for a 137 00:13:48.000 --> 00:13:56.519 predator, Well, for the victim, I think incest is is probably the 138 00:13:56.559 --> 00:14:01.960 most devastating form of abuse. If you're abused by someone outside the home, 139 00:14:03.679 --> 00:14:07.799 you can go home. You have safety, and they don't have twenty four 140 00:14:07.840 --> 00:14:11.960 hour a day access to you. If you are betrayed by a family member, 141 00:14:13.080 --> 00:14:16.720 they do tend to have much more access to you over a longer period 142 00:14:16.720 --> 00:14:22.639 of time. In terms of offenders, what the research shows is that they're 143 00:14:22.960 --> 00:14:30.840 the majority of them are probably not generically aroused by children. About half of 144 00:14:30.840 --> 00:14:35.159 them are also molesting outside the home, and that's the group that's more likely 145 00:14:35.240 --> 00:14:43.960 to have a devent preference. But many incests, defenders offend not because they 146 00:14:45.200 --> 00:14:50.720 have a generic attraction to five year ols, but because they feel entitled. 147 00:14:50.639 --> 00:14:54.360 As one offender said to me, my home is my castle. I'll do 148 00:14:54.399 --> 00:15:01.679 what I god damn will please. Uh had offenders say this was actually a 149 00:15:01.720 --> 00:15:05.279 female offender say, I brought them into this world and I can take them 150 00:15:05.279 --> 00:15:13.000 out of it. And she did beat her preschool children unconscious regularly, So 151 00:15:13.240 --> 00:15:18.159 it's entitlement. Sometimes it's revenge against the spouse she had, she had an 152 00:15:18.200 --> 00:15:24.799 affair, so I got back at her by molesting her daughter or our daughter. 153 00:15:24.200 --> 00:15:28.360 That doesn't make a lot of sense to most of us, but that's 154 00:15:28.519 --> 00:15:33.639 actually a very frequent thing for offenders to say. So it may be revenge. 155 00:15:33.519 --> 00:15:37.279 Uh, it may be pouting. You won't have sex with me. 156 00:15:37.360 --> 00:15:39.840 If you'd had sex with me, I wouldn't have had to have sex with 157 00:15:39.960 --> 00:15:46.720 Susie. There are a lot of other motivations that are involved in incest. 158 00:15:48.440 --> 00:15:56.879 Then there are typically an out of home offending. Um, since there is 159 00:15:56.120 --> 00:16:00.679 putophavilia and the janet component is there all is that also a part of incests 160 00:16:00.679 --> 00:16:08.360 for those who act upon their pedophea inside of their families. But the research 161 00:16:08.440 --> 00:16:15.799 is showing that an attraction to kids appears to have a genetic basis in some 162 00:16:15.879 --> 00:16:18.840 cases, or at least congenital. In other words, you're born with it. 163 00:16:19.399 --> 00:16:25.399 You don't have to be abused or whatever. You just when you're eleven 164 00:16:25.480 --> 00:16:29.960 to thirteen and you get interested in sex, you're thinking about little kids and 165 00:16:30.080 --> 00:16:38.120 not necessarily peers or older adults. But as I said, many incest offenders 166 00:16:38.360 --> 00:16:45.919 molest for other reasons entitlement, power and control, revenge, And we don't 167 00:16:47.240 --> 00:16:52.720 there's no research I'm aware of it suggests that those offenders that that type of 168 00:16:52.720 --> 00:17:02.759 offending has a genetic basis. Okay, um, can you tell us a 169 00:17:02.799 --> 00:17:06.640 little bit of difference between pedophilia and just a sexual abusion. I think we've 170 00:17:06.720 --> 00:17:08.759 pretty much hit that. But if there's anything else you'd like to add, 171 00:17:10.960 --> 00:17:15.119 yes, there there is really a lot of people equate pedophilia with say, 172 00:17:15.200 --> 00:17:22.880 child molestic And the truth is pedophilia just means that you're sexually attracted to children. 173 00:17:23.759 --> 00:17:27.440 It doesn't mean that you act on it. So there are very likely 174 00:17:27.519 --> 00:17:33.440 people out there, uh, who are sexually attracted to kids who don't act 175 00:17:33.480 --> 00:17:41.119 on it because they're horrified by it. And there are also molesters who molesque 176 00:17:41.160 --> 00:17:48.039 kids who are not generically attracted to that particular age group. There's a lot 177 00:17:48.119 --> 00:17:53.000 of overlap. Of course, it's like a Venn diagram. There are some 178 00:17:53.079 --> 00:18:00.039 pedophiles who don't offend, a lot of pedophiles who do offend, and and 179 00:18:00.200 --> 00:18:06.119 there are child molesters who aren't pedophiles but they still offend. And this is 180 00:18:06.160 --> 00:18:10.359 important because, for example, in the Woody Allen case, one of the 181 00:18:10.440 --> 00:18:15.039 defenses for Alan was, well, no other children have come forward, so 182 00:18:15.119 --> 00:18:19.519 he didn't molest his daughter Dylan. Well, he may not be a pedophile, 183 00:18:21.079 --> 00:18:23.640 and he may still have molested. In fact, I think the evidence 184 00:18:23.720 --> 00:18:30.079 is pretty compelling that he did molest his daughter Dylan. It may not have 185 00:18:30.200 --> 00:18:33.559 come from a generic attraction to kids. That may have come from dynamics of 186 00:18:33.599 --> 00:18:38.920 wanting to get back at Maya Pharaoh or some other uh, some other reason, 187 00:18:40.039 --> 00:18:44.200 his obsession with Dylan from the time she was born, whatever. But 188 00:18:44.440 --> 00:18:48.440 we need to make a distinction between being attracted to children and acting on it. 189 00:18:51.880 --> 00:18:56.920 Fair enough, Um, can you tell us a little bit about sadist 190 00:18:56.160 --> 00:19:02.599 You mentioned those, and that's you know, a whole different level. I 191 00:19:02.640 --> 00:19:07.480 feel like it is a whole different level. Most stadious attack adults satis are 192 00:19:07.559 --> 00:19:15.160 people who are sexually aroused by pain, suffering, terror, and humiliation. 193 00:19:15.880 --> 00:19:19.599 I think if most of us saw a child or an adult being tortured, 194 00:19:21.519 --> 00:19:25.960 uh, we would throw up. I mean, it's it's a nightmarish thought 195 00:19:26.240 --> 00:19:30.200 to even see something like that. For these guys, they get high that 196 00:19:30.359 --> 00:19:34.839 they tell me is better than crack, better than cocaine. I've had people 197 00:19:36.400 --> 00:19:42.039 say that more than once they get Even those who can also get uh, 198 00:19:42.799 --> 00:19:51.319 can ejaculate to consensual sex would tell me that the high is greater and the 199 00:19:51.319 --> 00:19:57.279 the thrill is greater, and it lasts longer. When they are hurting or 200 00:19:57.319 --> 00:20:06.400 controlling so someone or torturing or making them suffer. Does that kind of get 201 00:20:06.440 --> 00:20:11.119 into the fifty shades a great kind of thing? Or is that people do 202 00:20:11.240 --> 00:20:17.920 ask what's the difference in people who joined s and M clubs and people who 203 00:20:18.039 --> 00:20:23.559 abduct strangers. The difference is probably the level of psychopathy, in other words, 204 00:20:25.000 --> 00:20:27.480 how much of a conscience they have. We do have people who are 205 00:20:27.559 --> 00:20:36.559 turned on by pain and inflixing pain. I don't personally think that's healthy, 206 00:20:36.599 --> 00:20:40.079 but there are people who are turned on by it. But they have enough 207 00:20:40.119 --> 00:20:45.519 of a conscience that they only engage in that behavior with people who agree to 208 00:20:45.599 --> 00:20:52.519 it, and they, uh, they have a safe word that the person 209 00:20:52.680 --> 00:20:56.519 says, and they stop the activities. They're not going to jump out of 210 00:20:56.519 --> 00:21:03.240 a bush at anybody because there they have too much of a conscience. And 211 00:21:03.680 --> 00:21:10.960 when you get, for example, sadistic killers, they are almost inevitably psychopaths 212 00:21:11.000 --> 00:21:19.680 and sadists they don't have a conscience. Okay, Uh, speaking of sociopaths, 213 00:21:19.799 --> 00:21:23.359 can you tell us a little bit about those? Well, we don't 214 00:21:23.440 --> 00:21:30.160 use the term sociopaths so much anymore because people used it in two different ways. 215 00:21:30.200 --> 00:21:33.880 Some people used it to refer to people who are antisocial. They may 216 00:21:33.960 --> 00:21:38.240 be in a gang. Uh. They may have loyalty to the gang, 217 00:21:38.720 --> 00:21:42.680 or to their relatives, or to somebody, but not to the larger society. 218 00:21:42.920 --> 00:21:48.559 They didn't buy into the social contract. So they'll rob and mug whatever 219 00:21:48.640 --> 00:21:56.519 you and I. But they have the capacity for loyalty. Other people used 220 00:21:56.559 --> 00:22:00.759 it to mean psychopaths, people who don't have any loyalty to anyone. These 221 00:22:00.799 --> 00:22:06.400 are the people. These are always the people who snitch in prison. Are 222 00:22:06.440 --> 00:22:12.079 they actual uh, psychopaths, So usually prefer I usually call them psychopaths so 223 00:22:14.079 --> 00:22:18.640 people are clear what I'm saying. And they are. That definitely has a 224 00:22:18.720 --> 00:22:26.680 genetic component, and their brains seem to work differently from other people's brains in 225 00:22:26.680 --> 00:22:30.759 a in a variety of ways. They don't have a conscience. Now they're 226 00:22:30.799 --> 00:22:37.079 not. It's still different from being a satist because a psychopath does whatever they 227 00:22:37.119 --> 00:22:41.359 want. But they may not have any interest in torturing anyone. They may 228 00:22:41.400 --> 00:22:49.519 be checked forgers. They may be somebody who uh who sets up a Ponty 229 00:22:51.400 --> 00:22:56.400 scheme for stocks. They just don't care who they hurt, but it's in 230 00:22:56.440 --> 00:22:59.960 the service of what they get, of what they want. Whatever it is 231 00:23:00.720 --> 00:23:07.880 whether it's rape, or whether it's money or uh, or whether it's the 232 00:23:07.000 --> 00:23:17.400 thrill of fooling people satist do. The point for sadist is the hurdy that. 233 00:23:17.920 --> 00:23:22.440 Um, that's the point, and so that the two groups are different. 234 00:23:22.440 --> 00:23:23.920 But you don't really want to run into either one of them if you 235 00:23:23.960 --> 00:23:32.400 can help it fair enough. UM, I've got a few more questions. 236 00:23:32.519 --> 00:23:37.400 I was trying to get them through them pretty quickly. Those who have trauma 237 00:23:37.440 --> 00:23:41.359 bonds with their abuse and have wanted to repair their relationships with their abews. 238 00:23:41.440 --> 00:23:45.839 Have you ever seen a healthy repair within a family? Yes, I really 239 00:23:45.839 --> 00:23:52.640 have better s. I had, for example, an offender who molested his 240 00:23:52.680 --> 00:23:59.119 twelve year old daughter and he kept leaving the He kept moving out the house, 241 00:23:59.279 --> 00:24:03.400 and he would say to his wife, I, Um, you don't 242 00:24:03.480 --> 00:24:07.920 understand. I can't stay here. I just can't stay here. You don't 243 00:24:08.039 --> 00:24:17.440 understand. H And he uh moved back in. He went into treatment, 244 00:24:17.599 --> 00:24:22.000 He cooperated with treatment, and one of the things we did, oh my 245 00:24:22.079 --> 00:24:30.079 gosh, one of the things we did was identify a mood he gets in 246 00:24:30.400 --> 00:24:34.279 before he abuses of isolation and feeling sorry for himself and things like that. 247 00:24:34.359 --> 00:24:38.200 And his wife would call and say he's in that mood again, I'm bringing 248 00:24:38.240 --> 00:24:48.000 him in. Uh. And I saw another guy who molested his grandchildren and 249 00:24:48.000 --> 00:24:55.640 and I didn't he actually he didn't even get an attorney. He said to 250 00:24:55.680 --> 00:24:59.200 the judge, I hope you send me to prison. Maybe I can make 251 00:24:59.279 --> 00:25:03.759 up in some small a way for what I've done. So But but frankly, 252 00:25:03.799 --> 00:25:10.519 it is rare. In general, people think way too much, not 253 00:25:10.680 --> 00:25:14.480 way too much. They only think about whether the offender is going to reoffend. 254 00:25:14.960 --> 00:25:18.519 But they don't realize is for many victims, they're never going to not 255 00:25:18.720 --> 00:25:25.559 be afraid if he's in the house. So it's re traumatizing for many victims 256 00:25:25.720 --> 00:25:30.440 and their mental health suffers. That's a separate issue from whether he's going to 257 00:25:30.519 --> 00:25:33.519 reoffend. Well. And the other thing is, I mean, when you're 258 00:25:33.559 --> 00:25:37.319 trauma bonded. I mean, I'm I'm a prime example of this. I 259 00:25:37.359 --> 00:25:42.000 mean I was actually used by my dad and uh, I mean I was 260 00:25:42.079 --> 00:25:47.160 very much bonded to him. He was the guy who protected me from my 261 00:25:47.200 --> 00:25:52.799 mom because she was a borderline and morderline rage is real, and it can 262 00:25:52.839 --> 00:25:56.839 be very devastating for a child. And you know, he in a lot 263 00:25:56.880 --> 00:26:03.039 of ways was my protector from all of that. Yeah, really, I 264 00:26:03.079 --> 00:26:08.519 didn't address the trauma bomb part. It is true that many children are put 265 00:26:08.519 --> 00:26:18.799 in situations where the offender actually offers more protection than the non offending parent. 266 00:26:18.920 --> 00:26:22.400 I mean that was in the case of the woman who would beat her children 267 00:26:22.480 --> 00:26:27.039 unconscious. She let men come in the house and offend them. They were 268 00:26:27.079 --> 00:26:36.359 inevitably kinder to the children than than she actually was. Uh. And this, 269 00:26:37.200 --> 00:26:42.839 the trauma bond issue, is important. It's really important because judges will 270 00:26:44.279 --> 00:26:48.880 will use it sometimes she wants to see her father, she wants to go 271 00:26:48.920 --> 00:26:55.839 back with her father as an indication that the guy isn't risky. And that's 272 00:26:55.880 --> 00:27:04.160 a totally different issue because he has got has twisted this child into caring about 273 00:27:04.279 --> 00:27:12.880 him, and children are open hearted and they're frankly easy to manipulate. Doesn't 274 00:27:12.920 --> 00:27:19.079 mean that he is any less guilty. So I wish judges knew more about 275 00:27:19.079 --> 00:27:26.720 the concept of trauma bonding than they do. Some offenders, even in situations 276 00:27:26.720 --> 00:27:33.400 for the non offending spouse is not abusive, it's some offenders. Offenders are 277 00:27:33.519 --> 00:27:37.839 very good at getting kids to love and to trust them. That's their entire 278 00:27:38.839 --> 00:27:45.400 operation. That's how they that's how they get access to kids. And because 279 00:27:45.400 --> 00:27:51.279 they're successful in that, we should understand that they're more risky, not less 280 00:27:51.400 --> 00:28:02.359 risky. Yeah, I can see that. M H. What do you 281 00:28:02.400 --> 00:28:10.359 find the most difficult when dealing with the rose color colored glasses society? Yeah? 282 00:28:10.440 --> 00:28:14.359 I wrote chapter in my book about rose colored glasses, and people have 283 00:28:14.440 --> 00:28:18.680 all these sayings to make themselves feel safe. You know, everything turns out 284 00:28:18.759 --> 00:28:26.599 for the best. I have a guardian angel. People are very trusting h. 285 00:28:26.640 --> 00:28:30.920 And the odd thing is I wrote the chapter on sadist. I wrote 286 00:28:32.039 --> 00:28:36.599 chapter on what I called rose colored glasses. I thought everybody would be upset 287 00:28:36.599 --> 00:28:41.039 about the chapter and said this because, frankly, it's a horrible chapter in 288 00:28:41.160 --> 00:28:48.000 terms of the descriptions of what some of these people do. And I never 289 00:28:48.039 --> 00:28:52.640 got any complaints about it, but I had hate mail over the chapter on 290 00:28:52.799 --> 00:28:56.599 rose colored glasses. You just want us to go around being depressed. One 291 00:28:56.640 --> 00:29:00.480 person in the field I sent it to said, I never recommend your book 292 00:29:00.519 --> 00:29:06.880 to anybody. She said, because I have a neighbor who I have a 293 00:29:06.880 --> 00:29:11.039 neighbor who doesn't lock their doors. She says, if I don't lock my 294 00:29:11.160 --> 00:29:15.599 doors, they may rob me. One day, but if I locked my 295 00:29:15.680 --> 00:29:19.599 door, they robbed me every day. I'm usually pretty calm about responding to 296 00:29:21.880 --> 00:29:25.920 emails, but I that really annoyed the heck out of me. And I 297 00:29:25.960 --> 00:29:30.279 wrote her back and said, if we were just talking about a VCR, 298 00:29:30.480 --> 00:29:36.559 you might have a point, but we're talking about the health and safety of 299 00:29:36.559 --> 00:29:42.599 our children, and we can't afford your kind of denial. Um. And 300 00:29:42.640 --> 00:29:51.680 I believe that. I believe that parents have to be aware, that teachers, 301 00:29:52.240 --> 00:29:57.799 coaches, uh that there's just a tremendous amount of sexual abuse in society. 302 00:29:59.000 --> 00:30:03.240 And I end book by talking about the fact that when my kids were 303 00:30:03.319 --> 00:30:11.279 little, I was the parent on the sidelines with the lounger and the baseball 304 00:30:11.359 --> 00:30:17.200 cap. You know, I was at the practices. I learned to score 305 00:30:17.279 --> 00:30:21.519 baseball, so I have an excuse for hanging around the team. I was 306 00:30:21.720 --> 00:30:27.400 the team manager or whatever role. Parents got in so many activities that when 307 00:30:27.440 --> 00:30:33.279 my son was a senior in the baseball coach asked the team for recommendation for 308 00:30:33.400 --> 00:30:40.519 which parents would do it. Five kids raised their hands and recommended me and 309 00:30:40.640 --> 00:30:48.039 then instead of their own parents. But I felt those were the risky situations, 310 00:30:48.640 --> 00:30:53.680 and parents just assume that they can drop their kids off with at practice. 311 00:30:55.680 --> 00:30:59.920 Uh, nothing's going to happen. I don't. People are too trusting. 312 00:31:02.039 --> 00:31:07.079 Yeah, now you're completely right about that. Um. What do you 313 00:31:07.119 --> 00:31:11.960 do for self care? Because all of this has to be emotionally taxing. 314 00:31:12.640 --> 00:31:22.119 Um. I live in the mountains. Att. I take pictures of bears 315 00:31:22.200 --> 00:31:26.400 when I can find them. Actually several showed up on my deck, so 316 00:31:26.440 --> 00:31:32.240 they weren't too hard to find. I do wildlife photography. I wrote the 317 00:31:32.319 --> 00:31:38.400 mysteries just because the good guys always win. Uh. One speaker I heard 318 00:31:38.519 --> 00:31:45.039 said her advice for people in the field about having a about a personal life 319 00:31:45.200 --> 00:31:52.480 was have one Ah. This is not I do this work, but this 320 00:31:52.599 --> 00:31:56.960 is not my whole life. I write, I take pictures. I hike 321 00:31:57.039 --> 00:32:00.839 an hour and a half to two hours a day. I ride horses. 322 00:32:01.359 --> 00:32:07.039 This is what I do. But I try not to get sucked into the 323 00:32:07.119 --> 00:32:20.799 world the whirlpool. Uh. And I have to have that balance. Last 324 00:32:20.880 --> 00:32:25.200 question, how, how is doing this work impacted your faith? Faith? 325 00:32:25.799 --> 00:32:34.640 Yes? Yes, I don't have any Okay, I I believe. I 326 00:32:34.680 --> 00:32:39.839 guess the faith that's the closest for me is Buddhism because they speak of compassion 327 00:32:40.519 --> 00:32:49.319 unkindness. I've just been an expert witness in too many Catholic church cases, 328 00:32:50.440 --> 00:32:55.359 uh, Protestant church cases. I've got a Jehovah's witness case right now. 329 00:32:55.960 --> 00:33:01.400 You may not know, or you may that in the Jehovah's witnesses there have 330 00:33:01.559 --> 00:33:08.200 to be two witnesses or someone is not believed. So if the it's open 331 00:33:08.240 --> 00:33:13.759 season on children, as long as the perpetrator doesn't confess, he has to 332 00:33:13.799 --> 00:33:16.200 confess or someone else has to see it, or the child is not believed. 333 00:33:16.720 --> 00:33:22.200 So as far as organized religion goes, I'm sorry. I'm just not 334 00:33:22.319 --> 00:33:28.079 a fan. I've seen too many abuses in all of the major religions. 335 00:33:29.960 --> 00:33:36.839 I completely understand that. Okay, well, thank you for your time, 336 00:33:37.119 --> 00:33:43.279 and maybe we can interview another time and another day about something else related to 337 00:33:43.319 --> 00:33:45.960 this, of course, And thank you for your work. I think it's 338 00:33:46.000 --> 00:33:55.680 really important and I always admire people who turned trauma into uh it's something that 339 00:33:55.799 --> 00:34:01.720 helps other people. So uh work, like the work you're doing, is 340 00:34:01.920 --> 00:34:07.599 very very much appreciated. Thank you. Okay, all right, guys, 341 00:34:07.640 --> 00:34:14.920 thanks for listening. Tune in next Thursday and UM. As always, you 342 00:34:14.960 --> 00:34:19.559 can follow us on social media and listen to us on your favorite podcast platform. Thanks

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