Hannah Journey of Recovery from Spiritual Abuse YWAM Part 1

Episode 20 April 14, 2022 00:19:28
Hannah Journey of Recovery from Spiritual Abuse YWAM  Part 1
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Hannah Journey of Recovery from Spiritual Abuse YWAM Part 1

Apr 14 2022 | 00:19:28

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Rachel Stone

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Hannah tells her story of spiritual abuse dealing with YWAM or Youth with a Mission. She did their training program and dealt with a lot of emotial, spirtial and montary abuse. 

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WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.280 --> 00:00:03.279 Hi Guys, this is Rachel and recover. We've got a special guest today, 2 00:00:03.279 --> 00:00:07.080 Hannah. She's going to talk to us about spiritual abuse and her experience. 3 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:11.800 Hannah, tell us a little bit about yourself. My name is Hannah. 4 00:00:12.320 --> 00:00:17.239 I'm twenty four. I'm a nanny and currently a student. I study 5 00:00:17.320 --> 00:00:24.120 animal science and Industry, which basically is not bettery medicine, but the aspects 6 00:00:24.160 --> 00:00:28.359 of how we care for animals and the husbandry behind it. I'm currently in 7 00:00:28.440 --> 00:00:33.200 Nannie and I take care of before and a five year old. Okay, 8 00:00:34.520 --> 00:00:39.520 so you're going to tell us a little bit about why why Yam Wham? 9 00:00:39.640 --> 00:00:48.439 What? Yes, yeah, so cold dish just did a part one of 10 00:00:48.520 --> 00:00:53.679 two series podcast on why I am there. Some would consider a cult, 11 00:00:53.759 --> 00:01:03.079 some would not. They're a Christian organization that wants to spread the Gospel and 12 00:01:03.519 --> 00:01:11.480 focus more on young people. But the problem with why I am is there 13 00:01:11.480 --> 00:01:18.040 are's too large of an overhead and there's not enough authority and autonomy on there's 14 00:01:18.040 --> 00:01:23.400 so many bases all over the world that there's not enough autonomy and you know, 15 00:01:23.519 --> 00:01:27.040 to know who's running what, and so every base can kind of do 16 00:01:27.079 --> 00:01:30.079 their own thing. Some are good, some are bad. I had a 17 00:01:30.120 --> 00:01:34.680 bad experience. There's a lot of people that have a bad experience with why 18 00:01:34.719 --> 00:01:40.040 I am and but there were a lot of people that had a good experience 19 00:01:40.079 --> 00:01:42.000 a why I am. But then, like I said, it depends on 20 00:01:42.280 --> 00:01:48.040 the base and where you are and where you go and who the leaders are, 21 00:01:48.079 --> 00:01:53.040 because not everybody has a biblical background. They the only qualification to come 22 00:01:53.079 --> 00:01:57.480 on staff for why I am, as you complete their first school, which 23 00:01:57.480 --> 00:02:00.879 they called Sampleship, praying in school, or a dts, and that's the 24 00:02:00.920 --> 00:02:07.039 only requirement to be on staff. Then content and continue to minister to young, 25 00:02:07.639 --> 00:02:14.960 young adults well, and we can all know that can be very detrimental 26 00:02:15.439 --> 00:02:23.759 to anybody in ministry. and honestly, I just watched a youtube video and 27 00:02:23.800 --> 00:02:29.520 like done some research on like how to prevent narcissistic pastors, and one of 28 00:02:29.520 --> 00:02:32.039 the things they said is, you know, have somebody who grew up in 29 00:02:32.080 --> 00:02:39.159 the church like hmm, and then wait until he're about at least thirty, 30 00:02:39.159 --> 00:02:43.560 maybe fifty would be better, you know, and then have them go to 31 00:02:43.560 --> 00:02:46.919 seminary and then become a minister and yeah, because they're just, you know, 32 00:02:47.000 --> 00:02:51.360 these young pastors, they're given so much authority and it goes to their 33 00:02:51.360 --> 00:02:54.319 heads a lot of the time. Unfortunately. Not that, I mean they're 34 00:02:54.360 --> 00:03:00.159 just given too much power too early in their career. Yeah, and if 35 00:03:00.199 --> 00:03:05.960 they're not given the discipline in the faith to be there. Friend, you 36 00:03:06.000 --> 00:03:10.240 have to be mature in your faith to lexactly exactly, because a lot of 37 00:03:10.240 --> 00:03:14.759 the times they're like they're like to recruit you like young kids out of high 38 00:03:14.759 --> 00:03:19.319 school and a lot of the Times after you complete a school you can become 39 00:03:19.360 --> 00:03:22.240 on staff. And so if you're leading, they're not much older than you 40 00:03:22.280 --> 00:03:24.840 are, maybe like a couple of years older, if you're lucky, five 41 00:03:24.919 --> 00:03:30.319 years older. But that's not necessarily the case, not always. Okay, 42 00:03:30.960 --> 00:03:36.800 we'll tell us about some different types of spiritual abuse to you experienced. I 43 00:03:36.840 --> 00:03:42.879 experienced verbal abuse and mental and a little bit of financial, not a lot 44 00:03:42.879 --> 00:03:51.360 of financial, but some, but mostly emotional and and mental. Okay, 45 00:03:52.039 --> 00:04:00.439 verbal, let's talk about the emotional abuse. To experience. Yeah, I 46 00:04:00.479 --> 00:04:05.000 was made to feel that my faith was not correct. In their terms, 47 00:04:05.000 --> 00:04:10.919 they're more of like kind of a Prosperity Gospel Type Group and I'm not raised 48 00:04:10.960 --> 00:04:14.639 that way and I don't believe that. And there's a had they had a 49 00:04:14.639 --> 00:04:16.879 lot of other beliefs that were different than mine, but why I am wants 50 00:04:16.959 --> 00:04:25.000 to bring people together with inner faiths. And then her nominations and it's didn't 51 00:04:25.040 --> 00:04:29.240 really happen that way. Like we were told that we could go to whatever 52 00:04:29.319 --> 00:04:32.120 kind of churches we you wanted to, but it was like if you didn't 53 00:04:32.120 --> 00:04:34.480 have a car, which I didn't have a car, wasn't bringing a car. 54 00:04:34.519 --> 00:04:38.480 So it was kind of trapped into like go into a church. I 55 00:04:38.480 --> 00:04:41.160 could kind of like like, but I needed to go to a church because 56 00:04:41.160 --> 00:04:45.839 that was part of the requirements. But I was made to believe that, 57 00:04:46.079 --> 00:04:50.879 you know, my beliefs were wrong, that I needed to trust God more, 58 00:04:51.120 --> 00:04:56.360 and everything that I had raised or raised in the church that was raising 59 00:04:56.399 --> 00:05:00.040 and believe my entire life was told it was completely wrong. So it was 60 00:05:00.079 --> 00:05:03.079 like not do an identity crisis, but like a well, what happened in 61 00:05:03.079 --> 00:05:10.199 my faith kind of crisis, because it's like I haven't heard anything else and 62 00:05:10.319 --> 00:05:15.560 to come to this and be like your faith is wrong is like totally not 63 00:05:15.639 --> 00:05:21.160 what I want to do experience or should have experienced. Okay, can you 64 00:05:21.199 --> 00:05:30.639 elaborate like a little bit m about what were there? What were the differences. 65 00:05:30.519 --> 00:05:35.240 Um, I was raised and United Church of Christ and Presbyterian like kind 66 00:05:35.240 --> 00:05:40.160 of back and forth for a little bit. And every week, you know, 67 00:05:40.240 --> 00:05:44.319 you either follow the charge with calendar, you have share sound like teachings 68 00:05:44.319 --> 00:05:48.759 and structures, and they relied a lot on why I am or the space 69 00:05:48.800 --> 00:05:54.399 that I was at. Really believed in like Oh, God will take care 70 00:05:54.439 --> 00:05:57.360 of it, and like yes, that's an element, but like also there 71 00:05:57.399 --> 00:05:59.800 should be like everything at the feet of Jesus, and they like, okay, 72 00:06:00.040 --> 00:06:01.920 like, you know, Jesus Awesome, but they focus a lot on 73 00:06:02.040 --> 00:06:04.639 like Oh, God'll take care of it, God to provide. He does, 74 00:06:05.079 --> 00:06:09.720 but there was more focus on God less than Jesus, and I've never 75 00:06:09.759 --> 00:06:15.959 really experienced that before. And they were using a lot of Old Testament scriptures. 76 00:06:15.959 --> 00:06:20.680 Is opposed to the testament scriptures. Okay, and like there's a use 77 00:06:20.680 --> 00:06:25.720 in both, which and are great, but not necessarily. If they did 78 00:06:25.759 --> 00:06:28.959 get into the gospels, of be like something very specific that they were trying 79 00:06:29.000 --> 00:06:39.120 to like emphasize. And Yeah, could you elaborate a little bit more on 80 00:06:39.120 --> 00:06:46.360 that, like anything specific that you felt was just not they really liked a 81 00:06:46.439 --> 00:06:48.040 lot of Paul teachings, which is fine, like Paul's are great, dude, 82 00:06:48.079 --> 00:06:51.079 but like they kind of like yeah, Jesus died for us and like 83 00:06:51.240 --> 00:06:57.000 brushed over that and went like straight into like fillip fans of things that he 84 00:06:57.000 --> 00:07:00.959 wrote and was like you have to go out and spread the Gospel and spread 85 00:07:00.000 --> 00:07:03.439 the word and do everything that like Paul did and the disciples did. But 86 00:07:03.480 --> 00:07:09.199 you're like, you know, there's a big chunk of the testament that talks 87 00:07:09.240 --> 00:07:12.759 about other of view. This is teaching. It's guess you mentioned to go 88 00:07:12.920 --> 00:07:16.199 make disciples of all nations of people. But you know, he also talked 89 00:07:16.240 --> 00:07:20.720 about like briefly mentions like stuff on the Old Testament, but it is like, 90 00:07:20.800 --> 00:07:26.120 you know, love your neighbor as yourself and like love people and you 91 00:07:26.160 --> 00:07:30.160 know, Sven Matthew and solid you know, building a faith, going a 92 00:07:30.240 --> 00:07:33.279 solid foundation and things like that. But they just kind of brushed over that 93 00:07:33.319 --> 00:07:39.399 and went straight into we need to like make as many disciples as we can 94 00:07:39.639 --> 00:07:45.600 type things. So it was more about quantity versus quality. Yeah, okay, 95 00:07:45.720 --> 00:07:49.199 I can see that, and that's that's a huge issue. I think 96 00:07:49.199 --> 00:07:56.839 in a lot of mega churches and a lot of churches that just they want 97 00:07:56.879 --> 00:08:01.120 to get them to be like yes, I believe in Jesus Christ, but 98 00:08:01.360 --> 00:08:07.279 they don't want to develop them into disciples. And they also like to take 99 00:08:07.319 --> 00:08:09.360 a lot of young Christians. I could you did it, grow up in 100 00:08:09.399 --> 00:08:13.240 the church and you just found Jesus. They're like they like grab onto those 101 00:08:13.240 --> 00:08:16.839 people and they're like this is great, and like they use them as a 102 00:08:16.959 --> 00:08:20.759 like this is what the Gospels and they'd like believe it and like take it 103 00:08:20.759 --> 00:08:24.040 as their word, when they haven't had anybody of like other like sound faith 104 00:08:24.079 --> 00:08:28.920 and they've been in the faith a long time, helping them grow, like 105 00:08:30.040 --> 00:08:33.240 and then they're having those people teach other people when they really have only been 106 00:08:33.240 --> 00:08:35.840 a Christian like a couple of years, which there's something wrong with that. 107 00:08:35.879 --> 00:08:41.279 I think people out like coming to the faith have a different perspective, but 108 00:08:41.720 --> 00:08:46.919 when you're trying to like teach other people and you're teaching on the streets or 109 00:08:46.919 --> 00:08:52.240 you're teaching another country, that can be a little bit problematic. Almost definitely. 110 00:08:52.279 --> 00:08:54.879 I mean, you know, they're are people who, you know, 111 00:08:56.200 --> 00:09:01.080 were glad they're in faith and we want them grow, but they have no 112 00:09:01.120 --> 00:09:07.200 business being in leadership until they have worked through a lot of things and faith, 113 00:09:07.279 --> 00:09:13.240 because becoming a Christian and working through that relationship is something like a marriage. 114 00:09:13.519 --> 00:09:18.240 HMM, you know, and you don't ask Newley withs to give marriage 115 00:09:18.240 --> 00:09:22.919 advice because really, they don't write. Yeah, exactly. Yeah, and 116 00:09:24.039 --> 00:09:26.799 you know the fact that they were going after those people is a very kind 117 00:09:26.840 --> 00:09:33.440 of predatory against yeah, Baby Christians, is like scooping up newborns from the 118 00:09:33.519 --> 00:09:39.320 nursery. I mean like, Oh, we're going to convert you and we're 119 00:09:39.360 --> 00:09:43.440 not going to give you any say in the matter. Yeah. So now 120 00:09:46.279 --> 00:09:52.120 let's talk about thea verbal abuse. Yeah, so I was there for six 121 00:09:52.159 --> 00:09:58.440 weeks and then I kind of started to question what was going on and I 122 00:09:58.440 --> 00:10:03.000 wrote a newsletter. I had lots of friends in college still and lots of 123 00:10:03.000 --> 00:10:05.840 friends are Christians and lots of friends who are so like kind of made it 124 00:10:05.919 --> 00:10:11.559 like a neutral newsletter. Kind of mentioned God briefly, but like a lot 125 00:10:11.559 --> 00:10:13.519 of my friends don't want to shove it in your face Jesus kind of thing, 126 00:10:13.559 --> 00:10:16.879 and like they're Christians and I don't know a lot of Christians that like 127 00:10:18.120 --> 00:10:20.960 shove that Jesus, shove it in your face kind of thing. So I 128 00:10:20.000 --> 00:10:24.159 was like, I don't like it, but my small group leader was that 129 00:10:24.240 --> 00:10:28.600 kind of person and she disagreed with my newsletter, but I finally like put 130 00:10:28.600 --> 00:10:31.360 it out and ever see, excuse me, and receive nothing but like praises 131 00:10:31.399 --> 00:10:35.840 from friends and families and other Christians like this is great. And so that 132 00:10:35.919 --> 00:10:39.159 was kind of like a run. And they're like you're just too prideful. 133 00:10:39.200 --> 00:10:41.519 You need to like lay that down. I'm like, I can't be stubborn 134 00:10:41.559 --> 00:10:43.200 headed, like I was thinkingly. Okay, yeah, maybe I can like, 135 00:10:43.399 --> 00:10:46.960 you know, lay this down a little bit, but I don't know 136 00:10:46.240 --> 00:10:50.519 them for like a week and a half. So I was like I kind 137 00:10:50.559 --> 00:10:52.600 of know who I'm talking to, and so they let it go. And 138 00:10:52.679 --> 00:10:56.759 then a couple of weeks later we started fundraising process for where we were going 139 00:10:56.799 --> 00:11:07.799 to go on a mission trip and they didn't like how many on numbered or 140 00:11:07.879 --> 00:11:11.159 like people that I didn't give a specific amount of money for. But and 141 00:11:11.279 --> 00:11:15.360 they also another room was really weird. They had those like pray over that 142 00:11:15.399 --> 00:11:18.840 specific individual, like that family or that person, and ask them for like 143 00:11:20.080 --> 00:11:22.919 a specific amount of money and God will tell us how much money they're going 144 00:11:22.919 --> 00:11:26.120 to supposed to give us, which that doesn't work that way. No, 145 00:11:26.240 --> 00:11:31.080 it doesn't. The letter would basically be like hi, you know, I'm 146 00:11:31.159 --> 00:11:35.799 done a Duh. I'm raising money for this. Would you give me a 147 00:11:35.879 --> 00:11:41.000 donation of fifty? There wasn't. It wasn't even written like you get from 148 00:11:41.080 --> 00:11:45.200 like something like from like St Jude or something like that that has like different 149 00:11:45.200 --> 00:11:48.840 bracket amounts of what you want to give money and other like. There were 150 00:11:48.919 --> 00:11:50.360 no options of that. It was like hi, I need a hundred dollars 151 00:11:50.399 --> 00:11:54.480 from you and I think you know and your financial study. I think you 152 00:11:54.519 --> 00:11:56.080 can give me a hundred dollars for this mission trip. And I was like 153 00:11:56.639 --> 00:12:01.080 that's really weird. Ah. So I did do that. Like I said, 154 00:12:01.120 --> 00:12:03.440 a lot of my friends are in college. They didn't have a whole 155 00:12:03.519 --> 00:12:05.720 lot of money. So it's not like I'm going to be like Hey, 156 00:12:05.720 --> 00:12:09.159 can you give me twenty when that could give you a half of tech gas 157 00:12:09.279 --> 00:12:13.440 or buy dinner. I'm not going to do that to you. And so 158 00:12:13.519 --> 00:12:18.919 I didn't and they were mad. My small group leader was mad because I 159 00:12:18.919 --> 00:12:22.720 didn't change those numbers. I had to do a specific total, which is 160 00:12:22.799 --> 00:12:26.360 like forty two hundred dollars, let's say. I don't remember the exact not 161 00:12:26.519 --> 00:12:31.600 but that sounds about right. And they wanted that certain amount and everybody had 162 00:12:31.600 --> 00:12:35.000 to have that certain amount total of up and have. They wanted under ten 163 00:12:35.000 --> 00:12:39.320 ass letters like for unspecified amount, and I was like I'm not getting that 164 00:12:39.399 --> 00:12:46.440 number, there's no way. And they told me, and then my parents 165 00:12:46.440 --> 00:12:48.320 were coming in for a weekend and so they just kind of like let it 166 00:12:48.360 --> 00:12:52.399 go on, not a lie, and then told me that I needed to 167 00:12:52.480 --> 00:12:58.080 pray and have God show me those individuals and ask them for a specific amount 168 00:12:58.120 --> 00:13:03.360 of money. And then they also told me that I was being prideful and 169 00:13:03.440 --> 00:13:07.799 that I needed to like play that down and I was being too stubborn. 170 00:13:09.080 --> 00:13:11.720 And so then I let it go for the weekend and then come that Monday, 171 00:13:13.360 --> 00:13:16.720 the whole week I was confronted four times in six days by two different 172 00:13:16.799 --> 00:13:20.639 individuals at the same time, and then had a ton of oneonone like almost 173 00:13:20.720 --> 00:13:26.120 daily I had a one on one with my small group leader and they're basically 174 00:13:26.159 --> 00:13:28.639 they told me that my faith foundation was wrong, that I've been taught wrong 175 00:13:28.720 --> 00:13:33.399 thing, that they being prideful was blamed on the fall of man and Adam 176 00:13:33.440 --> 00:13:41.519 and Eve and the first original sin. They told me that I was being 177 00:13:41.519 --> 00:13:45.600 with bellious for not listening to them. And I'm nineteen at this point. 178 00:13:45.600 --> 00:13:48.480 I'd spend a year in college. I was taking time off, so I 179 00:13:48.600 --> 00:13:52.480 kind of know, like you know, when to question things, and I 180 00:13:52.480 --> 00:13:56.840 really was questioning them and they were getting putting more pressure on. So then, 181 00:13:56.960 --> 00:13:58.759 like first it was like you know what, no, I like received 182 00:13:58.759 --> 00:14:03.360 it. I was like, okay, fine, whatever you say. So 183 00:14:03.399 --> 00:14:07.879 then I left and I was really starting to like question, like we're who 184 00:14:07.919 --> 00:14:09.799 were they or why are they have the right to say that and any gift 185 00:14:09.840 --> 00:14:13.080 in time. And I was looking at my Bible and I was like, 186 00:14:13.200 --> 00:14:16.519 you know everything I've ever been taught, like yeah, it was the first 187 00:14:16.519 --> 00:14:20.399 and original sin, like yeah, the fall of Man Outam and Eve, 188 00:14:20.440 --> 00:14:24.960 but there's Jesus, and like Jesus like helps us with those things, like 189 00:14:26.080 --> 00:14:28.200 pride and things like that, and so I was like, you know, 190 00:14:28.279 --> 00:14:30.960 you can work on that. As a person. I was like I could 191 00:14:30.960 --> 00:14:35.200 be a little prideful and like all right, but they really like to work 192 00:14:35.200 --> 00:14:39.720 on pride, like there's a whole lesson week. Most spent like a week 193 00:14:39.799 --> 00:14:43.600 on like the roots and shoots of pride. Like in the first couple of 194 00:14:43.639 --> 00:14:48.240 weeks really like saying all of our actions, of what we do, can 195 00:14:48.279 --> 00:14:50.639 be rooted in pride and how to recognize that. I'm like, I do 196 00:14:50.759 --> 00:14:56.320 think they're pridable people, but here's a group of young, vulnerable people, 197 00:14:56.320 --> 00:15:01.600 from eighteen to twenty five. Let's say they're you, I'm impressionable, and 198 00:15:01.639 --> 00:15:05.320 you're telling them what pride looks like in their lives. When they it's just 199 00:15:05.399 --> 00:15:09.200 a general thing, like this is what pride is. Then they just wouldn't 200 00:15:09.399 --> 00:15:13.440 let go and I eventually started talking to some family and friends and they're like 201 00:15:13.600 --> 00:15:16.799 you got to leave, like this is like we know you and like they've 202 00:15:16.840 --> 00:15:20.960 only known you for six weeks, like you've known you in your entire life. 203 00:15:20.960 --> 00:15:24.960 This isn't seemed to be like a true thing. I don't know where 204 00:15:24.960 --> 00:15:28.840 they got it from. And then, like I stood up to them and 205 00:15:28.960 --> 00:15:31.759 like all three times and I was like that's not what I believe, that's 206 00:15:31.799 --> 00:15:37.200 not how what I was taught, and they were really mad. And so 207 00:15:37.240 --> 00:15:39.919 when I told them that I was leaving, obviously they that really mad because 208 00:15:41.279 --> 00:15:43.639 I didn't submit to their power, and I was like, I need my 209 00:15:43.639 --> 00:15:46.840 passport back, because we were getting ready to go on like gidding things ready 210 00:15:46.879 --> 00:15:52.120 for our tripped and applying for visas and stuff like that, as like I 211 00:15:52.159 --> 00:15:54.879 need my passport back. You know, I'm, you know, leaving and 212 00:15:54.879 --> 00:15:58.919 telling and I told them, people, that people, that I was leaving, 213 00:15:58.919 --> 00:16:00.759 but didn't tell them why. I just said, you know, I'm 214 00:16:00.840 --> 00:16:03.759 leaving because two weeks, maybe week and a half prior, some other girls 215 00:16:03.759 --> 00:16:11.799 had left for similar reasons to mine and they had left abruptly and I kind 216 00:16:11.799 --> 00:16:15.480 of left abruptly too, but nobody helped me. Like believer dropped me off 217 00:16:15.480 --> 00:16:19.320 at the House and I was staying at and I was like, you know, 218 00:16:21.120 --> 00:16:26.320 pack up. Nobody brought me dinner. It was kind of like pure 219 00:16:26.320 --> 00:16:30.039 on your own, and I was like, well, you're a Christian group 220 00:16:30.080 --> 00:16:34.279 and you're not being very Christ Christ like right now. Of like people leaving, 221 00:16:34.320 --> 00:16:37.879 and only like one person ever helped me like pack up, and that 222 00:16:38.120 --> 00:16:41.919 was like briefly. She was a nice girl and think she felt bad, 223 00:16:41.960 --> 00:16:47.919 but she didn't know why I was leaving. Yeah, I mean, and 224 00:16:47.960 --> 00:16:51.840 that takes a lot of discernment to realize, Hey, this is spiritual abuse. 225 00:16:51.960 --> 00:16:55.440 It's kind of like being in an abusive, rely a relationship and being 226 00:16:55.480 --> 00:17:00.720 like, hmm, this person's abusive. I can't be with them because, 227 00:17:00.840 --> 00:17:06.279 yeah, you're abusing me. Yeah, and that person has since left the 228 00:17:06.279 --> 00:17:08.240 base. I don't know why, but there's been people that are leaving and 229 00:17:08.400 --> 00:17:15.920 realizing that starch abuse has occurred on this face and and different, hope, 230 00:17:15.960 --> 00:17:18.680 more horrible stories in mind that are not mine to tell, but just the 231 00:17:18.680 --> 00:17:26.000 base leadership didn't see it or they wanted everybody to conform to what they believe 232 00:17:26.079 --> 00:17:30.720 in. And if you have someone that's been in the fifth long enough to 233 00:17:30.880 --> 00:17:33.000 know like, I don't agree with that and start questioning, things are going 234 00:17:33.039 --> 00:17:38.519 to get mad and they got pretty bad. Yeah, no, I mean, 235 00:17:41.200 --> 00:17:44.240 you know, I think a lot of times within you know, within 236 00:17:44.359 --> 00:17:45.680 the Christian faith. I mean, yes, there's going to be things that 237 00:17:45.680 --> 00:17:49.279 we don't agree on and you know, and the other things. The point 238 00:17:49.559 --> 00:17:52.759 was, like inter faith, not everybody's going to agree because everybody has a 239 00:17:52.759 --> 00:17:57.480 little bit different doctrine. But that was not the case. Yeah, I 240 00:17:57.519 --> 00:18:00.720 mean there's a little bit difference because between different doctrine and, you know, 241 00:18:02.559 --> 00:18:06.119 my way or the highway, and I'm unfortunately we have a lot of that 242 00:18:06.319 --> 00:18:11.759 polarization in our churches and, yeah, our political system right now. So 243 00:18:11.920 --> 00:18:22.319 exactly no, and so that's that's something to be concerned about overall. Yeah, 244 00:18:22.400 --> 00:18:29.160 and realize, I mean Christianity is one of the most are is the 245 00:18:29.160 --> 00:18:34.400 most diverse religion in the world? Yeah, it is, it is. 246 00:18:36.680 --> 00:18:40.200 Thanks guys for listening. Hannah's going to be back next week with us and 247 00:18:40.240 --> 00:18:45.480 she's going to tell the second part of her why I am story and help 248 00:18:45.599 --> 00:18:53.480 us with understanding more about her time at am. Thanks for listening. Always 249 00:18:53.519 --> 00:18:56.480 follow us on social media, find us on our favorite podcast. If you're 250 00:18:56.519 --> 00:19:02.640 interested on being in the show, contact us on social media or on my 251 00:19:02.680 --> 00:19:07.799 website, on Rachel and Recoverycom. And if you're looking to support us, 252 00:19:07.880 --> 00:19:14.960 you can always find us on patron. We Are we do have tshirts, 253 00:19:15.039 --> 00:19:18.519 cups, smugs, all kinds of stuff and different tiers of support levels. 254 00:19:21.559 --> 00:19:26.799 Thanks frostening to you next Thursday at ten am. Thanks.

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